Today...i had today for myself..finally...kinda miss the time when ce anita,ko david and beng is not around and i stay home myself,stuck in my room at braddel the whole day to catch up with long waiting list of drama.Forget about the world outside and all your worries.Cry and laugh in an unrealistic moment.At least after that,i still can say life is good like ce bombie post although in the process of life,it's more difficult than the game monster.
Another Rainie Yang drama captivate me,i cant say i dont like her.
Together [love has to be together],yes yes...it's another romantic comedy drama but i believe it has their own unique script.would i ever be entertain to watch it if it's so typical?I wont.
This is a good drama,pump you a new sweet love story.
is it embarassing that i love to watch romantic comedy drama?a normal girl wont feel shy about it and i'm not.
and now i have to get my brain function well again for my portfolios and another step to my dream.School of photography.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Revenge is sweet
nobody really tell me about my youngest childhood,all i have is vague memory of it.today i've discovered my past.
Though the era has changed,people move on and change.Everything is change.Nothing can cover the past with clean work because you forget,others remember.
This afternoon,my aunt told me a story about me.maybe to motivate me or just to remind me that i have to achieve better than my aunt and my mum.
when i was two years old,I have a very high fever that almost cause my tiny pair of eyes to blind.My dad and my mum doesnt care that they need to spend big sums finding me the best doctor,thus,some of relative from my paternal side were jealous of me.I wonder why?i'm still a baby that yet to see the world.
i'm my dad and my mum's precious jewel..That's what my aunt has told me.
But the look of others to me were full of jealousy.
Daddy in heaven has given me a great chance to see this beautiful world until today.He didnot forsaken my parents hope.
That's not all,i found out many sad stories behind my childhood happy picture.Then i thought of favourite line of my friend:revenge is sweet which I would want to give to those aloof and ungrateful relatives.
But..........i dont know why,I dont hate them.Maybe i will if i never get the chance to know Jesus.My heavenly daddy has given me a new blood that full of love,full of passion,full of hope,full of forgiveness.full of Jesus's blood.The blood controls my whole being.
forget the the past to move on,forget the past and feel the present,forget the past and plan for the future,people are always saying them but today i think differently because sometimes the past make you stronger in the present.
Though the era has changed,people move on and change.Everything is change.Nothing can cover the past with clean work because you forget,others remember.
This afternoon,my aunt told me a story about me.maybe to motivate me or just to remind me that i have to achieve better than my aunt and my mum.
when i was two years old,I have a very high fever that almost cause my tiny pair of eyes to blind.My dad and my mum doesnt care that they need to spend big sums finding me the best doctor,thus,some of relative from my paternal side were jealous of me.I wonder why?i'm still a baby that yet to see the world.
i'm my dad and my mum's precious jewel..That's what my aunt has told me.
But the look of others to me were full of jealousy.
Daddy in heaven has given me a great chance to see this beautiful world until today.He didnot forsaken my parents hope.
That's not all,i found out many sad stories behind my childhood happy picture.Then i thought of favourite line of my friend:revenge is sweet which I would want to give to those aloof and ungrateful relatives.
But..........i dont know why,I dont hate them.Maybe i will if i never get the chance to know Jesus.My heavenly daddy has given me a new blood that full of love,full of passion,full of hope,full of forgiveness.full of Jesus's blood.The blood controls my whole being.
forget the the past to move on,forget the past and feel the present,forget the past and plan for the future,people are always saying them but today i think differently because sometimes the past make you stronger in the present.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Gargantuan Orange
A Wretched mood I had for these while,feel that the time is eating me and i'm too difficult that i cant move to another organ smoothly.a long break?I wouldnt even dare to think about it.see,time consuming!ugh.
I just need crazy roller coaster rides.i wouldnt mind many rounds.
But.....
I've got something really better than anything i expect of.
On the way to Puri today,for ACE session,the time when the sun is brushing it's teeth before it sleep.That brushing teeth period is really captivating.
I saw a really gargantuan orange clear sun,surrounded by the pink purple sky.it was so awesome that it caused me blink-blink for a while.hehehe...
another amazing thing is,let me shout this out:it's here!JAKARTA,my birth town!
a wonder that God has created.To please me and ease me.man-made has lose many points creating roller coaster!:P though i still want to ride on!hiya!
The bad thing is i left my camera and phone at home.and we are on the road that no reliable cellphone i can use to capture this gigantic sun.
And...and...it reminds me of Takeshi in Accuracy of death,he is so much wish to see the sunny sky and he never thought he is able to see one.at the end of the movie,he seen it.
Whereas i'm here,never knew that the sun can go beyond the sunset beauty until today.
I just need crazy roller coaster rides.i wouldnt mind many rounds.
But.....
I've got something really better than anything i expect of.
On the way to Puri today,for ACE session,the time when the sun is brushing it's teeth before it sleep.That brushing teeth period is really captivating.
I saw a really gargantuan orange clear sun,surrounded by the pink purple sky.it was so awesome that it caused me blink-blink for a while.hehehe...
another amazing thing is,let me shout this out:it's here!JAKARTA,my birth town!
a wonder that God has created.To please me and ease me.man-made has lose many points creating roller coaster!:P though i still want to ride on!hiya!
The bad thing is i left my camera and phone at home.and we are on the road that no reliable cellphone i can use to capture this gigantic sun.
And...and...it reminds me of Takeshi in Accuracy of death,he is so much wish to see the sunny sky and he never thought he is able to see one.at the end of the movie,he seen it.
Whereas i'm here,never knew that the sun can go beyond the sunset beauty until today.
Friday, March 6, 2009
address to Young
Hey young,
This is for you...Finally...
Nothing to hide,You once a popular character in my life.until now,i bet.
The last time i met you,fragments of our memory rushing back to me.
I must admit,i miss those days.
I dont want to turn back and i dont want to fall in the same cycle again because i know you too much and i know who you needed the most.
But at times,I'm melting.
You indeed have your ways of doing those eccentric thing that pull me back to you.
Still,i'm not her anymore.
i'am now,just your little friend that wish you all things good.
This is for you...Finally...
Nothing to hide,You once a popular character in my life.until now,i bet.
The last time i met you,fragments of our memory rushing back to me.
I must admit,i miss those days.
I dont want to turn back and i dont want to fall in the same cycle again because i know you too much and i know who you needed the most.
But at times,I'm melting.
You indeed have your ways of doing those eccentric thing that pull me back to you.
Still,i'm not her anymore.
i'am now,just your little friend that wish you all things good.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
05 March baby!
Special attention to Elisa Leo Santoso,Omedetou Tanjoubi onesan!
You are my beautiful model,
You are my alibi to escape from daily schedule for a day
You are my resistant cup that i'm able to pour my hot or cold tea
My prayer for you,i wish it in my heart.
I love you.
*now i'm really irritate with blogger image uploader or i shall blame the connection*
You are my beautiful model,
You are my alibi to escape from daily schedule for a day
You are my resistant cup that i'm able to pour my hot or cold tea
My prayer for you,i wish it in my heart.
I love you.
*now i'm really irritate with blogger image uploader or i shall blame the connection*
Saturday, February 28, 2009
from bali with love
I want to close this month with love from bali....
Although tired and tanned from spending four days at Bali for profession as assistant photographer cum stylist cum model,i promised myself that i want to go back there for holiday or even for tiring job again!
i thought bali is an easy networking place,which i thought i can coincidentally meet the people i met at soekarno hatta airport again at bali.I'm wrong.
Photo hunting were took place from the centre of bali [we stay at Kuta] to the north-end of bali [Tanjung Ujung,Ubud,Tanah Lot,Nusa Dua,Nikko hotel,Sukowati,Dream land resort;own by Tommy Soeharto].each place took 2 to 3 hours distance by car.
the reasons that i want to go back to bali again and again,i have a long list.
1.beautiful people everywhere :] ( i noticed no chinese local there though)
2.The people who work in servicing line,really friendly and sweet.although they do it for work,they didn't get blind money.i like them.
3.Sunset at Tanah Lot is so amazingly awesome.
4.The interior is so unique and special that i want to fill my house with them in the future.
5.they really respect their religion and never fail to do their ritual.
6.I want to be a surfer school student!
7.scenery mountain,beautiful ocean,urban life,you want it at the same day?you can find it here.
8.the food is weird especially this food called Dirty duck meal but it's good and i have not try all yet.
9.i miss the sunrise due to raining,i wouldnt want to miss it again.
10.The sky,I have an intimate feeling with them.
This month,i got my valentine from Bali :]
*so really wished to upload the photos so that i can tell the story more but i'm going to mould infront of the screen* next time yay.
Although tired and tanned from spending four days at Bali for profession as assistant photographer cum stylist cum model,i promised myself that i want to go back there for holiday or even for tiring job again!
i thought bali is an easy networking place,which i thought i can coincidentally meet the people i met at soekarno hatta airport again at bali.I'm wrong.
Photo hunting were took place from the centre of bali [we stay at Kuta] to the north-end of bali [Tanjung Ujung,Ubud,Tanah Lot,Nusa Dua,Nikko hotel,Sukowati,Dream land resort;own by Tommy Soeharto].each place took 2 to 3 hours distance by car.
the reasons that i want to go back to bali again and again,i have a long list.
1.beautiful people everywhere :] ( i noticed no chinese local there though)
2.The people who work in servicing line,really friendly and sweet.although they do it for work,they didn't get blind money.i like them.
3.Sunset at Tanah Lot is so amazingly awesome.
4.The interior is so unique and special that i want to fill my house with them in the future.
5.they really respect their religion and never fail to do their ritual.
6.I want to be a surfer school student!
7.scenery mountain,beautiful ocean,urban life,you want it at the same day?you can find it here.
8.the food is weird especially this food called Dirty duck meal but it's good and i have not try all yet.
9.i miss the sunrise due to raining,i wouldnt want to miss it again.
10.The sky,I have an intimate feeling with them.
This month,i got my valentine from Bali :]
*so really wished to upload the photos so that i can tell the story more but i'm going to mould infront of the screen* next time yay.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
present tense
fast paced.fast beat.fast.fast.i only have 10 minutes and i'm struggling to downpour all thoughts.
More to detail,now I've become the student of Mr AndiYanto,he is an expert professional make up artist.Why so serious?because my beloved aunt has spent many zeros on me.and not to disappoint her,i only have one thing to do,Focus.
initially,it feel a push,a hard push but seems like i'm starting to like this experience.Basically i love colours,and now the profession that i have dive into cannot stand without colours so it feel great but..there is always a but.i have nightmare everyday because in this training i have to face 30 different faces and to make it beautiful,it's really very difficult.
and yes i also took a driving lesson,a laughable experience.I think racer who born from Indonesia is well potential,only that they are not publicised as often as Kimi or Hamilton,I think.
So many cautious: i have to be 2 meters away from the opled,rhythm with braking because suddenly pops:one lady crossing the road,the abang roti,the sate man with his trolley,the crazy motorcycle drivers and the Jammed.I'm stress at the street.but i get through though.i love automotive and i love racing.
i'm packed and whole but deep in my heart i miss my peeps there in Singapore.
and i wished them LOVE.Happy valentines
at first i thought,i could wait until i have ended my special 0ne month training.i described to my peeps that i have go to mountain to master a special kungfu fits from a highly formidable shifu.No fun times.No leisure.Ironically,yes i'am.
More to detail,now I've become the student of Mr AndiYanto,he is an expert professional make up artist.Why so serious?because my beloved aunt has spent many zeros on me.and not to disappoint her,i only have one thing to do,Focus.
initially,it feel a push,a hard push but seems like i'm starting to like this experience.Basically i love colours,and now the profession that i have dive into cannot stand without colours so it feel great but..there is always a but.i have nightmare everyday because in this training i have to face 30 different faces and to make it beautiful,it's really very difficult.
and yes i also took a driving lesson,a laughable experience.I think racer who born from Indonesia is well potential,only that they are not publicised as often as Kimi or Hamilton,I think.
So many cautious: i have to be 2 meters away from the opled,rhythm with braking because suddenly pops:one lady crossing the road,the abang roti,the sate man with his trolley,the crazy motorcycle drivers and the Jammed.I'm stress at the street.but i get through though.i love automotive and i love racing.
i'm packed and whole but deep in my heart i miss my peeps there in Singapore.
and i wished them LOVE.Happy valentines
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