the bell rings

yea...the wedding bells of my closed ones going to ring very long this year,i had more than 5 cece going to be a bride this year.great news after great news and here i'am standing at my vendor to promote wedding packages.

Yes,3 days grand wedding exhibition that only held once a year at PRJ Kemayoran,i was exist there.Helping my aunt's sister and my cousin to promote their bridal and photography,a long sighed of relief that it's finally over.

My aunt who has a bridal named after her,Julia Sposa was her fruit from years of hard work.Her current bridal located at PIK,and all her gowns are customed designs and pure hand made.Start to love sewing when she was 12 years old and now 38,she is a lady boss who owns four storey of bridal.

My cousin,robby artanto,23,who graduated from Binus in computering degree,dare to chase his passion for photography that he collaborated with aunt Julia in wedding photography called Pittura (in italy-potrait).

As a normal crowd,you confused for the restaurant to eat,for the boutique to shop,for the package to choose.it only last for a short tick of confusion.

And as the one who owns a business,i feel that i had a great barrier for full confidence.especially when you are at an exhibition,or shall i say the fighting arena?we called ourselves a competitor rather than a boss.

I learned that,if we called ourselves a competitor,we will exhaust ourselves at the end because it will be endless journey yet sometimes it push us to new level of ideas and creativity.is it true we are linked in this life?we only just need to believe in ourselves,do what we can do and do the best.the rest,Daddy in Heaven will press another button for us.

So at this exhibition,although tired,i've met new friends instead of enemies.i enjoyed myself very well.

dragon bay

For to me,to live is Christ and to die is gain.If Iam to go on living in the body,this will mean fruitful labor for me.Yet what shall I choose?I do not know!I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ,which is better by far but it is more necessary for you that i remain in the body.Convinced of this,I know that i will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your joy in Christ Jesus will overflow on account of me. Phil 1:21-26

This verse has given me a great jolt.

almost half of 2009 i had spent in Jakarta,is it too early to speak about christmas?because believe me,it's getting near.if i used the half and quarter language.

last saturday,i went to help chung and his associates for his school social project,part of their semester percentage.i helped them in documentation:my first time going to a village and do social work.The village is called Dragon Bay (teluk naga). Chung and his associates were teaching the village ibu-ibu to bake cupcake with oven and a traditional stove.This event really caught my interest.

It's good to be a stranger one fine day that i'm free to hide behind the camera,capturing the students teaching with great amount of patient and the villagers eagerness of learning,their enthusiast faces and the children innocency.even under the hot sun,it's worth it.

now,
i hope every little space of my time,i could also share my love to the ones i miss and those around me.

toGETher

Today...i had today for myself..finally...kinda miss the time when ce anita,ko david and beng is not around and i stay home myself,stuck in my room at braddel the whole day to catch up with long waiting list of drama.Forget about the world outside and all your worries.Cry and laugh in an unrealistic moment.At least after that,i still can say life is good like ce bombie post although in the process of life,it's more difficult than the game monster.

Another Rainie Yang drama captivate me,i cant say i dont like her.

Together [love has to be together],yes yes...it's another romantic comedy drama but i believe it has their own unique script.would i ever be entertain to watch it if it's so typical?I wont.
This is a good drama,pump you a new sweet love story.

is it embarassing that i love to watch romantic comedy drama?a normal girl wont feel shy about it and i'm not.

and now i have to get my brain function well again for my portfolios and another step to my dream.School of photography.

Revenge is sweet

nobody really tell me about my youngest childhood,all i have is vague memory of it.today i've discovered my past.

Though the era has changed,people move on and change.Everything is change.Nothing can cover the past with clean work because you forget,others remember.

This afternoon,my aunt told me a story about me.maybe to motivate me or just to remind me that i have to achieve better than my aunt and my mum.

when i was two years old,I have a very high fever that almost cause my tiny pair of eyes to blind.My dad and my mum doesnt care that they need to spend big sums finding me the best doctor,thus,some of relative from my paternal side were jealous of me.I wonder why?i'm still a baby that yet to see the world.

i'm my dad and my mum's precious jewel..That's what my aunt has told me.

But the look of others to me were full of jealousy.

Daddy in heaven has given me a great chance to see this beautiful world until today.He didnot forsaken my parents hope.

That's not all,i found out many sad stories behind my childhood happy picture.Then i thought of favourite line of my friend:revenge is sweet which I would want to give to those aloof and ungrateful relatives.

But..........i dont know why,I dont hate them.Maybe i will if i never get the chance to know Jesus.My heavenly daddy has given me a new blood that full of love,full of passion,full of hope,full of forgiveness.full of Jesus's blood.The blood controls my whole being.

forget the the past to move on,forget the past and feel the present,forget the past and plan for the future,people are always saying them but today i think differently because sometimes the past make you stronger in the present.

Gargantuan Orange

A Wretched mood I had for these while,feel that the time is eating me and i'm too difficult that i cant move to another organ smoothly.a long break?I wouldnt even dare to think about it.see,time consuming!ugh.

I just need crazy roller coaster rides.i wouldnt mind many rounds.

But.....

I've got something really better than anything i expect of.

On the way to Puri today,for ACE session,the time when the sun is brushing it's teeth before it sleep.That brushing teeth period is really captivating.

I saw a really gargantuan orange clear sun,surrounded by the pink purple sky.it was so awesome that it caused me blink-blink for a while.hehehe...
another amazing thing is,let me shout this out:it's here!JAKARTA,my birth town!

a wonder that God has created.To please me and ease me.man-made has lose many points creating roller coaster!:P though i still want to ride on!hiya!

The bad thing is i left my camera and phone at home.and we are on the road that no reliable cellphone i can use to capture this gigantic sun.

And...and...it reminds me of Takeshi in Accuracy of death,he is so much wish to see the sunny sky and he never thought he is able to see one.at the end of the movie,he seen it.

Whereas i'm here,never knew that the sun can go beyond the sunset beauty until today.

address to Young

Hey young,

This is for you...Finally...

Nothing to hide,You once a popular character in my life.until now,i bet.

The last time i met you,fragments of our memory rushing back to me.

I must admit,i miss those days.

I dont want to turn back and i dont want to fall in the same cycle again because i know you too much and i know who you needed the most.

But at times,I'm melting.

You indeed have your ways of doing those eccentric thing that pull me back to you.

Still,i'm not her anymore.

i'am now,just your little friend that wish you all things good.

05 March baby!

Special attention to Elisa Leo Santoso,Omedetou Tanjoubi onesan!

You are my beautiful model,
You are my alibi to escape from daily schedule for a day
You are my resistant cup that i'm able to pour my hot or cold tea

My prayer for you,i wish it in my heart.

I love you.

*now i'm really irritate with blogger image uploader or i shall blame the connection*