Thursday, August 28, 2008

Light embarrassment

Today,i was asked to get an imunisation jab called Typhoid pronounce as:tai-void...and finally i got a chance to fulfil my pending mission of knowing my blood type. :p
And so this is maria and the doctor...
Maria: Doc,is it possible that you check my blood type on the same time?
Doc: Ofcourse dear,you just need to pay $15...but why you need to know your bloodtype?
Maria: [annoyed by his smirking face] oh,i lost track of it Doc.

while he's doing the injection...

Maria:Doc,do you have psychology statement for each of blood type?such as Type A belong to which kind of person?
Doc:[amused] when you know your blood type,it's for an emergency dear.there is no scientific reason behind it.
Maria: [afraid if query for more questions,the doctor charge extra fee for consultation so she choose to keep quiet]

Uuuuhhh....point of the day!is it a crime that until today,i'm clueless what type of blood is flowing inside my body?but come to think of it,it's still embarassing because for almost 20 years i'm living and until today because the result is tomorrow,i still dont know which group that i belong to... :[

Anyway the doctor is right,hopefully...whatever it is,one day..with that precious blood of mine,i can save a life or even more. :]

Monday, August 25, 2008

MADONNA LISA -MONNA LISA



I WAS HAVING JETLAG!
NO,the truth is i was having a teribble headache!
I have just finished a book named I,Mona Lisa by Jeanne Kalogridis.

A huge curiousity behind the smile of this beautiful lady painted by world famous artist Leornado da vinci caused me a halt when i was searching for interesting book to read at my lunch hour.

Now after reading 515 pages for a week,i was satisfied with the book and feels estactic that finally i came to know her life but.....but......when i searched for mona lisa in wikipedia,there is a big contradiction to the book that i read.HUH!

In the book,Mona Lisa's real bond father is Leornado Da vinci.
In the book,Mona Lisa forever in love is Giuliano di Lorenzo de'Medici although Mona Lisa married a second time to francesco because in order to save her Antonio father and herself after the riot in Florence.and also because Francesco told her that Giuliano has passed away.
In the book,Mona Lisa bores Giuliano a son and in order to protect the baby,Lisa survived through pains,lies and hardships.

Yet....Some of the information in the books similar to what wikipedia wrote.

And so i turn to the very last page of the book,and there is a Q&A with the writer.

The writer says that she scrupulously adhere to historical fact that if a fact is recorded,she wont contradict it and she do take liberty in writing possible scenes behind the scenes ,giving the characters motivation to explain their actions because we cant really know what the characters were thinking or what they really intended: that's where fiction enters the story.

She also was forced to speculate more while writing this book for simple reason that little is known about Lisa.and she took advantage of the freedom offered by Lisa's relative anonymity which allowed her to involve Lisa in a conspiracy.

Oh Myong!

The fact is,i enjoyed the book and when i'm reading it,to me it's alive.A really brilliant writer.

And one more fact,LIE and DENIAL never cease till now.

Only,bible,the book of life,is the truth of all.

Monday, August 18, 2008

From deepest of my heart

Hot topic or hot gossip in a society is inevitable,so do a church,and sadly this time i'm involved.
Firstly,let me have this chance to appreciate those who concern and care for me regarding this matter,Heru wijaya and his new partner.
Well....did i feel bad about this?did i feel disappointed?frankly,yes.
But after pondering about this the whole day,and almost mixed up the raisin and chocolate chip,i've finally think through.
No more "finally,he show his true colour","ugh,what a jerk","there are still many fishes in the sea" instead now i turn to look on bright side.
Definition of happiness is different to each individual,and i believe so do him and me.Once you found it,all the causes,reasons way back then doesnt matter anymore,what he had said and done doesnt matter now.How fast we move,How deep is our feeling for each other before doesnt matter anymore.what matter now is present,happiness is not easy to find.
I dare to say,even finding the joy in God.Unfortunate Christians in China have to hold a service secretly and in an uncomfortable underground place to avoid the police.Though even God presence and embrace is within them that they doesnt have to worry so much,they will still feel a bit of uneasiness adrenaline,thus they treasure each minute of it and it become precious to them.
My own happiness?
those around me you are my happiness,presently and futurely.in fact,one of the reasons i love my Daddy so much because of you guys,Minasan-wa.
I'M ABSOLUTELY FINE - DAIJOBUN
I have pass the test well,right daddy?

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I'll pay the price

Well...Well....
Since I have the chance to write alot tonight...
I'm pouring like a rain....

It's a joy when meeting the expectations of the person you love,
but the expectation kept growing,and it became a monster.
The joy transformed into the fear of letting that person down..

Still,when everything goes out right..

They are happy and i will be happy..

Hopefully..

An eternal joy.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

The Beauty in Ugly



she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world

but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements
just by dressing up your mind

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ugly

Love,Jason Mraz

My Sweet Anonymouss

ooouch..i miss the first Monday of the new month..it seems like the word Miss (in many category) has been in my daily life verb nowadays.I wouldnt want to miss the Tuesday then..

It's been a hectic week but i'm still the same old devi maria..

in between,I noticed and received unexpected blessings from unexpected person.Well mostly from my work place,obviously,most of my time now has been used up at there.:[

First person i would like to talk about is Xiao Yen.
Xiao Yen is a Malaysian guy,short and at first impression,typical Ah beng.He is friendly though when we met the first time and soon i find him quite irritating in a cute way.He is too straightforward to anyone but after all he had said,he apologised.
So one day,i had a minor cut and went to the basin to wash the blood,suddenly he appeared behind my back and request me to give him my hurt finger,he took out his special plaster and wrap it all around my finger and said "my plaster will give you confidence so dont worry"...I was taken a back and only managed to say thank you.The next day,i had a cut again,maybe due to daydreaming too much,he is the one who helped me again.today,yes,i had a new cut AGAIN on the same spot AGAIN.But,Xiao Yen is not there,he didnt came to work and do you know something?today,I'm like a helpless girl looking for plaster but nobody has it.I just try to bear with the pain.Jeff,another guy,he went to buy plaster at his lunch hour specially for me.reminds me of Batman and Robin,when Batman is not available,Robin come to rescue.Anyway,i must be a troublesome girl with cuts.-they are from Toast Box and now I have 2 Plaster Superman - sometimes daydreaming is dangerous,ouch!

Secondly,Patricia.
Patricia is a petite malaysian girl with a very long hair.She only can speak English and Malay though she is Chinese.We always saying conversations that are not connected.Always not in good terms,although we are just joking but i dislike it.Suprisingly,when i'm really busy with the new olympic breads,doesnt have time to touch my song-song.She came to me and offer me her help.She helped me alot with the Song-Song that i dont have to OT.Is this so called blessing in disguise?

Thirdly,Chen Xin
She is from China,but she has a face of Korean.She is loud,really loud but that makes my life at breadtalk more lively.She never let me hungry,always provide me with my favorite chocolate toast from Toastbox,even when i didnt complain that my tummy is grumbling,she is the one who will ask me whether i'm hungry or offer me freshly toast bread infront of me.precious calories :]

fourthly,Francis.
Francis,is a senior baker.notorious joker at work but sweet loving husband when he's with his wife.i call him Vampire.He is different from above little angels but his action has touched me.He is the only senior baker left that i know since Ah Kun Gege,Esther and Ta susu left.He is going to be promoted to be head baker but yesterday he received call from our manager,he said that Francis has to change his Saturday off to another day onwards,Francis is unhappy because that is the only day he can spend full good time with his wife.He told our manager that he rather not be promoted than have to sacrifice his Saturday.The manager disagree with him and so without second thought Francis chose to quit after 4 years working at breadtalk.Francis's wife ever said to him that she rather spend more time with him than having him work so hard to earn alot of money for them.maybe because of this,he didnt give a second consideration.He say,maybe his next job will be taxi driver.i took a peep at his IC,he is only 26.
Francis is lucky to have an understanding wife plus she is a very pretty singaporean lady.I met her more than once and i like her.She is not typical.I believe he can do better than a taxi driver.

Last,Eleven
Eleven is not her real name,she is from China.She is fun,loud and i admire her beautiful face.She is different from Francis,Xiao Yen,Jeff,Chen Xin and Patricia case.I'm just curious to know why she named herself as Eleven,i know her real name.Today,i enquiry her about that,and she just said that it's her MI Mi ( secret) even her boyfriend doesnt know about it.Hopefully, before i leave breadtalk,she will tell me her little secret.

Phew.....
Why I call them anonymous?because I dont know them too well,only the surface.But yet their initiative and help has became a priceless and precious blessings.