Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Revenge is sweet

nobody really tell me about my youngest childhood,all i have is vague memory of it.today i've discovered my past.

Though the era has changed,people move on and change.Everything is change.Nothing can cover the past with clean work because you forget,others remember.

This afternoon,my aunt told me a story about me.maybe to motivate me or just to remind me that i have to achieve better than my aunt and my mum.

when i was two years old,I have a very high fever that almost cause my tiny pair of eyes to blind.My dad and my mum doesnt care that they need to spend big sums finding me the best doctor,thus,some of relative from my paternal side were jealous of me.I wonder why?i'm still a baby that yet to see the world.

i'm my dad and my mum's precious jewel..That's what my aunt has told me.

But the look of others to me were full of jealousy.

Daddy in heaven has given me a great chance to see this beautiful world until today.He didnot forsaken my parents hope.

That's not all,i found out many sad stories behind my childhood happy picture.Then i thought of favourite line of my friend:revenge is sweet which I would want to give to those aloof and ungrateful relatives.

But..........i dont know why,I dont hate them.Maybe i will if i never get the chance to know Jesus.My heavenly daddy has given me a new blood that full of love,full of passion,full of hope,full of forgiveness.full of Jesus's blood.The blood controls my whole being.

forget the the past to move on,forget the past and feel the present,forget the past and plan for the future,people are always saying them but today i think differently because sometimes the past make you stronger in the present.