it was really raining raining raining so heavily out of sudden when i was about to go to this cell group at City Tower,and i had to argue with my family because they thought it was really dangerous for me to go anywhere at that time. Well,i made my choice and i choose to go because i thought i dont want to owe another excuses for a friend who was waiting for me to come.after two years living in Jakarta,i decided to step my feet back again into this community called FA,two years was such a long time but poof it feels like yesterday. Before i reached this FA, the rain didnt stop but the car stopped,yea this things happened so often in Jakarta,stucked in the gridlock traffic,and time is clicking so fast. im used to it already,and there is nothing to blame,you just had to figure out the way to be save from the situation so i got out from the car and walked under the rain surrounded by men and women dressed in executive uniforms trying to fight the rain along Sudirman district. it feels so good somehow!XD
So when Andri,the leader said do you really need to go through all this trouble to do something,even simple things like going to tonight FA?is it worth it?.....he said,well,it's not about that,it's about the commitment you make within yourself. ahah *jing a ling jing*, yea,i felt it..it's true about commitment,even the tiny little thing you promise you will make it happen, all those bricks that comes in your way, they will be broken in two because you keep telling yourself,deep in your heart it says that it must be done,it must be done. I said i cant turn back,i cant go home with empty purpose and im tired giving reasons cos im tired of others will think is just another excuses.. so with a skin that feel so thicked i reached at the fa with more than an hour late and everyone is new to me except for Andri and Steven.a very good first impression eh,but after i explained to them how i got there,they were totally understood,'heavy rain eh?traffic jam?'..see this is the thing about living here,you are easily understood for giving those reasons when you are late.
another thing that is "jing a ling jing",andri said about the robotic life in our lives,again i feel so close to it and this is why my two years i passed with less meaning,not so meaningful and recently i just realised it,feel so strong in my mind that something has gone wrong and i need to fix it..yea,that night conclude it all..in this robotic life we live,we sometimes need to change the mechanic of life by ourself,we cant depend on others to make it a happening life so why dont we start to give first rather than we wait for others to give it to us? Luke 6:38 Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over. For by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return
and being back at the fa again,it's not only about the new people i met but i feel so glad to be in the ring where i can feel what i used to feel back then in fa blessed,and yes im officialy so officially missed FA BLESSED!i miss each everyone of you.....
