bob syndrome

I think i have dispersed short hair syndrome to my younger sister....she just cut her hair short today...hmm....Kanpei BOB CHICS!

GURU

AHA! never expected this will come into my life, teaching experiences! I am now embarking on teaching profession at English First, phew...so much to adjust, so much to learn, sometimes my brain feel more stupid and foolish than before because like Eldrige says "in the spider-web of facts, many a truth is strangled" (i have been absorbing so much disclosures).....

Hence,finally i can feel why my lecturers always said that they are not walking dictionary...yeah,we are not...still being a teacher your capacity of knowledge needs to be wider and deeper...as you go deeper,you unlock more odds beyond the ordinary..phew...it ain't easy but im enjoying my new experience though...the students i have met, the other teachers and co-workers.....they tend to shape me better bits by bits..

im looking forward to the challenges!God gives me wisdom and strength and pureness :]

Jesus bless teachers around the world!Amen....

Sit down before fact as a little child, be prepared to give up every conceived notion, follow humbly wherever and whatever abysses nature leads, or you will learn nothing.  ~Thomas Huxley

cutting-edge

THEN

NOW

Hisashiburi! (it has been a while Japanese version)


one thing extraordinary thing that i did to myself these months that hovered in a blink, i have my hair cut really super short.... it was a superb feeling! No contrite feeling of losing my long hair :D.. i'm comfortable with my this new bob hair. The same statement when i met my acquaintances were "are you having a heart broken?" cliche but no im absolutely feeling good!it's just that indeed my long hair had given me many problems, for instance:Hair Loss (scarier more than i thought it would be), i was freaked out if it's going to get worse so i cut it short and while receiving intensive treatments,i am also experimenting a new style. im thankful to my superb aunt for owning a salon business that i can save big penny to splurge on treatment and hair do all the time.


Some of my attitude changed after i cut my hair short, even my taste in clothing... i also walk differently sometimes...ah i think this supposedly what they normally called a breakthrough...hmm....


I'm gonna miss my long hair though, and i will wait for my hair to grow long...hopefully this time it's going to be in a healthier condition :]


Adios! Peace be upon you......

静止 - stillness

My last post was last year, and it was a Chinese lyric...i couldn't remember why the song affected me so much back then but it should be because one of those strand in my romance narrative which sometimes i prefer to keep it low but other times i would like to tell the whole world how lovely the love stories are. Yet, I have this coward weakness of admitting how happy i am cos i know at another turn in the seconds,the lowliest kind of feeling might be waiting for you.I still can't get used to it.Who does anyway?
This is why these days,i'm learning to embrace it with iron-willed kind of heart!Spartan!!

i would like to give a toast to those who survived these ordeals cos it ain't easy at all!Kanpai!

you cant fight the wind and you cant hide the sun you can only take a long deep breath and brace it one more time. 

Within all,i wished i can keep my stillness and remember to be still...to be always "me"

God bless you