when i look at my life and its secret colors,i feel like bursting into tears. Like that sky, it's rain and sun both, noon and midnight. You know,i think of the lips i've kissed and of the wretched child i was and of the madness of life, the ambition that sometimes carries me away. i'm all those things at once. im sure there are times when you wouldnt even recognise me. Extreme in misery, excessive in happiness - i cant say it. ~ Albert Camus