Saturday, June 28, 2008

I missed it

Really feel that i have so little time now because somehow after working as a baker,i have missed alot of few stuff.Seems like,I couldnt catch up with alot of things.
When I dismissed from work,all i need is a rest,peace of mind,lying on the sofa,watching my favourite shows in television.
Firstly,Kids bible camp meeting.My apology to Ko Riky and Ce Rita that I couldnt be there to join in the prayer plus meeting and also Lolla,It's been hard on you,that you have to prepare the game by yourself.and How is your days lately,I also missed it.
Missed spending more time with Jenita before she go back for a long period to Jakarta.
Missed catching up with Zen before she go back to Batam for holiday.
Missed,really miss having fun with Elvia before she fly to Canada for further her study.Now I have to wait for long months.I even missed saying farewell to her.
I'm glad i still managed to go to Fa after work,Sunday school on Sunday,Outing with my Fa on Sunday.
Sunday is the only total-free day I have now.
I cant wait to be a Big Boss!

Friday, June 27, 2008

Behind the Glass

Today is the eleventh day I survived through cream and floss behind the glass at breadtalk...
Yes because i'm the flosser.they call me Song-Song Gong Zu (floss princess)
i think i've made thousands of floss...although i learned few of the bread such as croissant,danish toppings,sausage bread,garlic bread and more..floss is my must to do duty everyday until today.
I'm really sick of it frankly...I always pray to my daddy that I'm going to love it somehow..
this is just the beginning and i wouldn't want to get out from behind the glass before i earned qualify experiences as a true baker.
I was amazed by my seniors,the real bakers,who minimally work for 2 years at breadtalk..there is also a girl who is just graduated from shatec diploma in baking,she is also new,just worked for 2 months but still she is my senior who I find her duties are more interesting because her floss duty has already been hand over to me,her poor junior who doesn't have proper education regarding baking.she says the more skill i know,the demands from the Head will be more and stressful.Scary?but really,I cant wait.No more Song Song please!
It's really not easy to be somebody,in my half years experience working in the office environment,politically matter is a common,many cruel things were exposed to me,it's tough.
Now,being into food and beverage line,also has their own obstacles.
Obstacles are everywhere,but they are to make you become stronger,I believe.
But i couldnt be one stronger.I will fall,fall easily without Him.
How big the obstacle is,I am now ready to face it because I have Him.
He always never fail to make me feel that i need Him,He never fail to let me know that He loves me,He never fail to remind me that He is the only answer to everything.
I'm waiting for Him to say,well done my daughter,although He is the biggest contribution for everything in my life.
At least they call me princess.hehehe.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

I've been tagged

Rules : Each blogger start with ten random facts or habit about themselves . Blogger that had been tagged to do have to post out 10 random facts/habits about themselves . At the end of it , blogger have to tag ten people to do the quiz .

1.Normally,I eat Durian with Rice..Sedaaaaaaaap!
2.Ever fell into parit[drain] when i was a kid because i was having a terrible headache,my mum scrubbed me all the way from top to toe with super duper big brush.ouch.grosteque and painful.
3.dropped out from tuition class when i was in primary school at Medan because i was really mischievous
4.always save the egg for the last one to eat especially when eating Indomie Rebus.I'm an egg lover.
5.I hate fish but i love to eat fishball,Ikan bakar and fish & chip. I'm abit picky for seafood.
6.when i go back to Indo for holiday,I will eat gorengan everyday.Cheap and yummy.
7.I can eat 3 bowl of rice at one time.rice make you hungry sometimes
8.I saw my father eat worms before.they say it's his medication.
9,i drank 5 shots and drunk.
10.I bite candies.

Tag....

Job scope

When i was 10, I remember I want to be a veterinarian...

When i was 17, I remember I want to be a famous basketball player....

When i was 18,I remember I want to be a renowned patissier..

When i'm getting older, I find myself not consistent,it's not a good thing..

In short while,In short time,In short period...I keep having new inspiration of what I should be...

A jewelery designer,a stewardess,a photographer,a movie producer,an archaeologist,a psychologist

At the end,He is the one who set the path that I shall walk on,all comes back to Him...

Now,i'm at the starting line to be a renowned patissier...call me a Junior Baker now..

One thing i'm really sure that deep inside,I want to be a missionary..

Whatever i'll be,the glory is only for my daddy,for Him,Jesus Christ...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

It's not easy to capture this moment


Anyway,welcome to the twenties club!Soon,I'll be joining you..

Sunday, June 8, 2008

my photography :]

A peaceful Catherdal
I like the cloud beyond the glass roof
Feel like i'm at Vietnam..
Raining,becek dan nga ada ojek! blea :p
Pinkie house plus swing..ooohhh...
Give me a guess,where is this?

A beginning for my friends portfolio

Jennita,my first model..bangga Jen?hahaha...
Ce Anita,a silly but lovely ce Kat :p
Ah beng and his long fingers

In my 100 things to do in my life,I wrote that i want to create portfolios for my loved ones...

So these are the very first pictures....

Saturday, June 7, 2008

My Elevator Week

Ce kat ama ko Coro :P
Devi Maria ama pacar barunya..hehehe...
Donut!Devi Cinta Donut!
Panda Bento!...ada Pork,ada chicken,ada egg ama seaweed
the bricks,i managed to avoid collapsing the whole thing

*warning,it's going to be a long post!*

When you as free as a bird,you will do something that you've been wanting to do..
it's true because here is the list that i've achieved for this week...
1. i love photography and i've been wanting to be like a pro photographer who go to places,snap and shot interesting objects.I went to Bugis,City Hall and Raffles Place.Singapore is a small country but the structures here are quite interesting.
2.I made donuts together with ah beng who was putting alot of effort to make the dough,Jennita and our shifu,ce Leslie.It might not be as great as JCO or Krispy Kreme but it's still the best because it's HOME MADE.
3.I ride bicycle to CuyCuy house for FA from Braddel,I admit that i'm getting abit shag because the obstacle of steep slope I find it so difficult to overcome that i need to get down from the bike and walk it to the top.A caution to exercise often.Heh.
4.I made a panda bento,a promise fulfilled and from my part,maybe it's rather slow but I mean it,a sign of conclusion to our story because i don't expect the story to be continue neither do i want it. :]
5.On Wednesday,finally,i went out with Lihua,my old time school mate which i've been waiting to do so.On the same day,I met my old time neneks,Zen and Dina,we played Zenga and built the highest bricks for our record.Spare the humiliating part because I lose in one of the game and I have to do a silly punishment,to get a guy's number.Miss those days,the old times.
I enjoyed so many things....
And then one day,I woke up and nobody at home,the ones around me has their own thing going on but I left with nothing to do,no vision,no mission.haha.Clise.
Yes,yes..no more waking up early in the morning,no more executive attires,no more hammed in the train,no more daily mass emailing,no more annoying colleague,no more nasi goreng for lunches but those days were at least better and I miss messengering with Lolla all day,consulting Ko Dr Charlton,lunches with Ce Gladys at Amoy Street.
No responsibility sometimes is really pathetic because you only left with your own conscience.Nowadays,especially at my this age,you either have to work or study.
and that day I felt so useless,again Po made my day after all,thanks to Jiji,ko Coro,for the Kungfu Panda treats at GV Max.
Kungfu Panda is a hilarious movie and luckily this time I fell for China Panda :P
Thank you Braddelites,I love you!

Master U-Gui says,yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery and today is a gift because it's called present.

And so i believe my mystery is a gift for me too,fill you the interesting mystery in my next post....so till then :]

Sunday, June 1, 2008

your precious rib

a wise message from my bed mate before she is going to have her first time sermoning at KL this Sunday....

God's beloved daughter doesnt need to do anything for her soul mate,she doesnt need to search for him,she doesnt need to wait for him,she doesnt need to dream of him because her Father unexpectedly will bring her to him,the owner of the rib inside you

Remember Adam?Eve's husband?

He didnot expect Eve,he was indulged with the creations around him.God sent Eve to him and even before he realised that his rib was used to create his life partner.

a feel of calmness on that night,because i was contaminated by a light jealousy.