The best in me

What I say the best this year......

I have a very long list before the year end....

best christian song:menjadi sepertiMu by TW

Best moment:It was a tight hug from someone's papa telling me that I'm a good girl..it was very quick but so loving and tender

Best message:a message from ZEN " Yaya.Our heart for you.haha..Must keep it okay?whenever you miss us,rmb there is always you in our heart. :) " awwwwww....I love her..

Best Indonesia song: cinta pertama dan terakhir by Sherina Munaf,the Mv is good too

Best search in You Tube:Arashi...arashi and arashi...especially their variety show(Arashi no shukudaikun) with Inoue mao..I always like the Domyouji and makino character..they fit well with each other.

Best Taiwan series:Black and white ofcos..even post their details previous months ago..sadly Zaizai lose the golden award.

Best movie:Avatar.Sorry Harry Potter..i still anticipate for you next year though. Anyway James Cameron really like his leading actor sounds Jake or Jack..Titanic Jack also popular.

Best unforgettable taste:The juiciest mushroom cook by anonymous chef from shangrila.

Best book:"What matter most by Luanne Rice"I bought this at an offer price while waiting for Lin and Ipan to watch Hillsong.I read many this year but this book really captivated me.

Best lesson:Swimming lessons by Elsa,the Bee swimming club senior.at least i can save myself when my husband have to choose between his mum and me at the crisis moment.

Best thrill:almost attack by a group of big monkeys while doing outdoor photo shooting.

best korean series:My fair lady-Yoon Eun Hye. Even my aunt asking for more that we watch it past the midnight.

Best tv episodes that i wont miss:Queen of Seondeok airing at 5.00,Indosiar channel. Thanks to the salon staffs.I'm following it now.

Best crying moment:Get lost in Tanah Abang after the freshman orientation.alone.crowded.stranger everywhere.many Abang".No Taxi.Cellphone malfunction.Hot.walk and keep walking.when i reached home,i cry.i told them i want to go back to Singapore.hahaha

best night of the nights:the night when i see thousands of star twinkling on the sky at Unjung Genteng.it's so real...

best game: Grand theft auto at PSP.

best repeated song: be with you by wilber pan and Akon

best instrumental music: love story meets Viva La vida by Jon Schidmt.

Best phenomenal: This is it - i miss you Michael Jackson!

best annoying but lovable sister:Poppy Ludovita

Gosh...it will continue if i dont stop myself..best party,best dvd,best actress,best actor,best yoghurt brand,best this and best that......

the worst is the dust,just sweep it away.
What a wonderful year.Happy new year everyone!

Today is so special

Not Because Of ..........

twinkling Xmas tree

The famous Red Socks

Presents,presents and Presents

Snow man that only live in winter area

Even the Generous Old Grandpa,Mr Santa

But it's all because................

Still.....To everyone....I wanna say....

light of the world

The "Silent Night" moment is always my favorite one...

Seconds of heavenly peace,Glories stream from heaven afar,and a song to sing before the dawn of redeeming grace.

When you can hide your tears to welcome the Christ Jesus born...

Celebrating Xmas Eve at GKY

Cute very cute...

A singing christmas tree...

every year at GKY Mangga Besar,they have different concept of celebrating Christmas.This year their theme is "Finding Him" with tall singing Christmas tree...

Paton and their angel

The family Paton is a missionary family that were send to a very deserted island by one of the evangelism institution. People who live in the island still primitive and they were cannibals. whenever outsiders stepped their feet on the island,they will be the cannibals delicious meal.

The Patons sleep at the seaside every night for their first days of serving.The weirdest part was that the cannibals only observe them from the distance behind the bushes,afraid to go near the Patons.

Few years later the tribe has been won,then tribe asked the Patons " Paton,when your family and you were sleeping at the seaside back then,whose army that we've seen surrounding your family?"

The Patons deeply know that the army was send by God,they are the Angels that were send to watch and protect them.

I had an unusual morning because of this story.

Maybe i dont have an army of angels but i know God at least sends me an angel to be with me all the time,comfort me,protect me,bless me,love me,remind me and warn me.

Others too...

"The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear Him,and he delivers them." Psalm 34:7

So far yet they are here

Today i have the short re-uni at city tower with old church peeps..
Unexpected to see some of them here....

and that made me wonder alot on my way back home after a good bowl of bibimbap...
i've been wondering whether the church that brought us all together here today or Christmas celebration..My daily Sunday I go to a different church,my life is not connected to anyone of them,hardly talk to each other,even lunch together and the like but today i'm really happy to meet them,the closeness is there,i feel me at Orchard Tower level 7.

As we keep going...the days keep going.....

suddenly..we halt...we look at our surrounding,christmas trees already decorated the empty corners,colourful lights twinkling,carol adding to the hum of city noise..

and we will all have this talk..what we have achieve this year?

we have eleven more days to get the 2009 Hura-Hura..

5 more days to Saviour birthday celebration........

Cloud and wind

I have a little place in my heart for the chinese kungfu movie..not really fun if i watched it alone..
so my beloved uncle date his family including me to watch this storm warrior movie,at first i thought it was another flick like red cliff..i totally clueless about this movie..the only thing i know that Aaron Kwok & Ekin Cheng was in it.

when the first scene pop,already there was a serious situation. Then i know It's not the same as the typical chinese movie with arrow and horse..it was about the cloud and wind,they are the storm warrior...and suddenly i retrace back,long time ago,i watched this series before in my old tivi.

at the end of this movie,i have this redundant dilemma though..

to prefer:
A.Yun died so do Feng.Leave the lady dream(her name) alone.
B.Feng and the lady dream died.Leave the Yun alone because Yun soulmate has been killed.
C.Feng died and Yun with lady Dream starts new life.
D.All die.

Sadly,Yun died.And Feng got to be with his soulmate,Lady Dream..maybe life happily ever after.

I realised Chinese Movie always identic to "lover die together romance" but come to think about it..Romeo and Juliet also had the same condition. It's been universal ending.

Yes...truly this world,we have this so called "our halves" that destined to be forever...like magnet,we will find our way to each other.

MUKTAB (the term in arabic "it is written" by the Hand of God and is the final word/destiny on the matter at hand)

i can impress the lady too

i wear this mask all the time when make up...
the ladies always say " aww,so cute".. C:
sweet first impression eh?

colour your morning!

This is so random!!!
today,i bought this toothbrush and i'm in love with the colour!
add life to your daily yawn!!

hey world i'm officially adult!

*note: this is pure of my campus light*

I was

mold,pampered,shaped,annoyed,embarrassed,
advised,amused,appreciated,blushed,applauded,battled,
compared,challenged,exploded,whined,trembled
encouraged,fancied,groaned,frightened,irritated,lightened
messed up,meddled,objected,offended,risked,banned,tumbled
strengthened,supported,surrounded,praised

Today,I am really thankful to Daddy
for given me this chance again to blow out
the candle of maturity

and thankful for the endless wishes
thankful for the thoughts
and the loves

I am really well fed today

I love you

Mad Job

Yesterday was a mad day that i choose to off from classes today...

woke up at 2am,only sleep with 2 hours...
Some are coming back from supper or night clubbing but i have to go to work..

and standing all day to draw pretty faces...
only can drink a gulp of water and nonstop drawing to fight the rushing time.

what a job..if i have this kind of job offer everyday,i think i rather pack my things and move to mountain and live.*groan*

all got to to with these artist job:actress,designer,photographer,have to get used to sleepless situation.For me it's so hard,really,I love my bed and i love sleeping.
at first i have to struggle this unfriendliness from my mind,eyes and body but after fighting so hard,I win,this job win.

at night,I still have to attend the wedding dinner..they says yesterday,6 december 2009 was a good day for wedding that you can receive 4 to 6 wedding invitation.
I can only go 2.
Imagine how crowded was the road...

I have survived doing this job this year,and hope i can do better result next year.As in the make up skills getting better and better.
be a boss,only make up one person and already earn many digit,let the assisatants to do the rest of the customers.haha..they must be saying dream on devi!

the road is still long vi...

everyone has worked hard!

the sea also need oasis

Ship Highlights

consist of 2.700 room - 17th floor...

Pool and Sports Zone
• H2O Zone aqua park for kids
• 4 pools and 10 whirlpools
• tranquil poolside Solarium area
• 2 Flowriders, sports courts, mini-golf and Zip line
• Solarium Bistro, Wipe Out Caf and Bar

Entertainment Place
• Casino Royale
• Studio B, featuring ice shows
• Opal Theater - 1,380-seat venue
• Blaze Nightclub, Jazz on 4, Comedy Live
• Dazzles, featuring musical spectacles ranging from big band to disco

Youth Zone
• Play - open gym and activity area
• Adventure Ocean Theater and Science Lab
• The Workshop - includes activities such as jewelry making & scrapbooking
• Royal Babies & Royal Tots - nursery service
• Teen Areas including Fuel disco, The Living Room lounge, the Back Deck and more

Prices from £1075!how much eh?

Uuuuh.....I want!I want!I want!
suddenly remember the ark of 2012..

baking in progress

Xmas advent is here!
And today baking is the start line to wait enthusiastically for Xmas.
Xmas this year will not be just another ordinary celebration but full of meaning and Joy that can share to our surrounding.

John 6:35 And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.

HIGHLIGHT in progress!

Initial process..........
almost fully baked....
After 2 hour still LOADING.....
and Bravo!

the seat is hot

Introducing my bee girls: Rahma,Dian,Me,Eugene And Sutanti....meeting them,college days turn out to be more colourful!
They are quite smart to choose these movies :]

Do you ever imagine to be a movie critic?
You get to watch the latest movies,eating popcorn,write critic and you will be highly rewarded?
oke..skip the popcorn,so not professional..what do you think?

So today,we had this seminar..so called "seminar" organised by our english department,some lecturer in charge reminded us to be present in the seminar for the additional point of our term assignment.You just need to watch the movie and join in the discussion afterward although there is an essay to be submit,i couldnt be more happy.Free comedy movies?why not..the most enjoying and entertaining assignment i've ever received in my life.And if you write a good essay,you'll get money award and a certificate.

At the end of the day,backache is still the problem,easily solve when you have a massage master at home :P and i'm actually listening to Best Day by Matt White now.heee

Quickie Express,i watched it before with my beloved braddelites and when i watched it again today,the old fragment came rushing back.I miss those moments with them-Ah beng,oni Chan and ce Anita.So today i laughed extra loud because i remember the jokes Ahbeng and Oni gave then when watching this.

Highly recommended The Hangover,i never heard of this movie before until today and it's great.

I love you man,more dramatic but still good.Friendship never die!

In the dark auditorium,everybody enjoying and laughing out loud.
there is a young lady crying sadly.
Cheer up Rey!

unexpectedly thanksgiving!

Thanksgiving Day is a harvest festival. Traditionally, it is a time to give thanks for the harvest and express gratitude in general. It is a holiday celebrated primarily in Canada and the United States. While perhaps religious in origin, Thanksgiving is now primarily identified as a secular holiday.

And yea i didnt expect to celebrate here in Jakarta.
When i went to church this morning,the church was really full because maybe the famous Korean pianist,Lee Ah Lee,playing only with her 4 fingers came to the church as a guest.Oke,i know about that information but i didnt know that today actually is a thanksgiving day where this church (GKY) celebrate it every year singing songs of praise with a fruit parade on the aisles and has a special thanksgiving offering.Poppy and I were dumbfounded as we didnt prepare the special offering.we feel bad.

I like the part when the pastor said "the amount of offering is not the value that God will receive but the feeling after you give is the value that God will receive"

this year will be a reminder,next year will be the action!

Also unexpectedly when we had a family dinner at Ah Cuh (a chinese restaurant at Duta Mas)
we had this conversation:
my aunt:Vi,what is the meaning of Thanksgiving?
vi:Uhm,thanks and give.American loves thanksgiving.
my aunt:why?
vi:to them,it's the day when they can gather all the member of their family to have a special feast.
everybody:Isnt that like what we do now?

I feel amused,really,so now we have thanksgiving on our calender every year only that we dont have turkey but chilli crab and bowl of rice.

Note: check out Lee Ah Lee, she is really special,an Ichiban piano skills and a great motivation for each everyone of us.
She made thanksgiving today,more meaningful. choo aa eh C:

Halloween in Jakarta

This year Halloween tradition i watched thriller...at first thought,was a horror[ready with 10 fingers on my face].when we watched,it's actually a killing movie...phew...which let me heaved a big sighed of super relief..i rather watched blood spluttered everywhere than a lady with long hair giving an eerie voice.

And today is also another excuse to eat as many candy as i want..I supposed there's nothing wrong to be a child-like rather than having costume party and drinking alcohols in the middle of night with loud music. having candies are more healthy.

maybe,next year i plan one costume party with only popcorns,juices,pop sodas,fries and endless thriller movie.image signify with halloween are pumpkin and spade.
so,no horror.

who will comes?the nerd might consider it.

dont let it be alien language

The greatest struggle i have now is the lesson of Bahasa Indonesia.
It's difficult to admit it,it's a hard subject
I couldnt blame the faulty Lecturer as he has plenty experiences educationally.he also is the one who wrote the book,the textbook.I just wandering why the simple formulas of Subject,verb and object is not that simple in Bahasa.I have miss years of that lesson and now i have to survive with it.
Language is fun to learn verbally.Theorically,i really hope I can survive through this semester with a good note and not as a lousy "ex overseas student" whose mother language is Bahasa Indonesia.
I'm not giving an excuse.Excuse is a big mistake i learn over years for a person like lecturer.
and what do you think of French,Japanese or korean that i really want to have in pocket?
they need to be put on hold for temporarily.
Laugh at me,Bahasa Indonesia seems alien to me.

a freshman first day

i reached home late as 9...normally,you finish school early on the first day and no homework..just having introductions all day long but i was wrong.

I have couple of homeworks and i attend my first swimming class on that day.So unprepared unlike my friend who already wake up at 5 am in the morning when the first class was started at 9,because of the freshman nervous syndrome.I'am totally unprepared.

I go to class with messy hair,late and i forgot to bring shower needs plus goggle for the swimming club.
Lucky,the monday blues were not with me on that day,my friend who's living nearby college lend me her pink cute goggle and shampoo were borrowed easily from my neighbour when taking a bath.

What a first day.

the irritating part,i have to go classes on saturday which clash with my make up job.earn knowledge,fly money!:P

wackier on my left...

courtesy of my left hand.
wrote this out of boredom in salon.they say my left hand writing is more neat than my right.ouch.

the black nerdy shoes

This week hack me to the core!

I was having this one week freshman orientation and you have to wear name tag that you made yourself for the whole week,wear a long black pants with a shirt tucked in neatly and lunch box.

No private transportation were allowed in the college and those who send me has to drop me few miles away from the college.and my college has 3 locations at different street.

So my cousin and my aunt were encouraged me to take a bus which now i have named it the bloody devil because WIB(Wild Indonesia Bus) is like a big monster on the street!Tackle the Jammed and create endless horns from other small monsters on the road.i couldnt care much as long as i reached safely to my college.But..on the first day,sadly,i forgot to bring my wallet that i have to drop and lend 3000 from a very kind lady.at the end,I ojeking to Binus because if you used car,the big possibility is you stuck at the turn called Pasar Palmerah for 1 hour without any movement.

I've try my best to avoid my famous habit called LATE because now i take points so seriously to have a peace college years.Still,you wont live without these nonsensical obstacles such as mistaken for the time,overslept in the bus,lost your way and the earlier reason;forget wallet.Yet............
God always hear my prayer the second i pray and I'm safe.

It's weird to be back to school again,especially at the end of the day you've to write letters to your mentor?yup...anyway...they are nice...no crazy prank from the seniors like you watch in the tivi.they do it profesionally.

And guess what CCA that i've joined?
I've joined swimming club and nippon club.hehehe...
and maybe band...

so the me hack going to have a long rest now.
because on the 17 august i have to go back to that Bee college again for Upacara as early as 6 oclock.

I'm a bee.

i know i'm just a perfect stranger

uhm.....after reading news after news,i concluded every same news into one.so ironic.

Rihanna has the concert off at Jakarta because she had a vulgar tiff with her ex boyfriend,Chris Brown

Jacko has his concert off because he suddenly passed away.

Madonna cancelled her concert at France because there was failing of stage which caused some death

and Man U cancelled coming to jakarta because of recent bombing.

some bands concert were also cancelled because of swine flu.

Tickets were sold off..everybody are waiting in anticipation.

those...those reasons that caused all this mess,is all tragically happened.

disappointment,despair,mourning,big sums of money were wasted,seems like money is so easily gone,that money..can save thousands of dying people in this world.

but,what can i understand?i only can just watch from a distance and hope everything going to be better for them.

Each has each problem but to famous people,not only them,most population in the world is affected.

Only one person can save the whole nation,Jesus.

black and white

no..no about jacko this time...it's about the taiwanese series PI ZI YIN XIONG (ruffian and hero) that i just watched recently.Always famous as the Hua ze lei and the cute newcomer,Mark zhao are the main leading actors in the series.With interesting stroy plots,every corner of thrill and every mind-working scenes.this series has entertained me beyond my expectation.
For those who knows me well,i am the type who dont watch CSI,read detective Conan and will only go to watch 007 to accompany closed ones.I know that Deathnote is good but at least this time i went to the shop and especially buy the series.i'm glad that i'm not disappointed but truly like it.
This is going to be my first time own a detective series and maybe my last time,unless zaizai acting on the cool movie again.because he is hot as a cheeky detective.

P.S: i think i should own a fake gun and carry it everywhere here at jakarta because is so scary dangerous on the road.But God protection is the best armour.

The mighty contreng

i miss my legal age to do this..so this is my first time!
feel great that i can choose a leader for Indonesia..
and SBY dont disappoint me!

MJ

So,i admit that i'm one of million human alive on earth having the best spot infront of the tivi to watch MJ memorium till the end of the ceremony,tears were wet and dry in between of the ceremony especially when Jacko's little princess say her love to her beloved daddy..quite a tearful moment.

Am i one of the mad fan of Jacko?
It's neutral..i've been always admiring those talented entertainers that God has created on earth regardless their controversial that only paparazzi can produce.But,Jacko is abit of exception for me to only feel normal for him as he affected me deeply.
although to be called as his fan,i really not up to the standard.i didnt own his collections (soon,one will be enough),i didnt have his poster in my room,or all sort of normal fan will do.I only have his few hit song in my ipod and i'm just shocked to a high extent that my adrenaline flow really fast under my skin when i heard that he is dead through a customer's twitter.

witnessing my surrounding,whether they are also affected,they did.my family or the kakaks will always switch to channel that has jacko on it.He is forever phenomenal.

This is the best i can do,to note you in my life diary.A man who i looked up despite many stitches on you,you love children,you care for the world and now let God's angels do the rest to protect your own children.I love you Michael Jackson.

"I see God in children thus i feel comfortable when i'm with them" -jacko

i'm not vacuum

looking at the picture,well.....it's just for a reference that devi is alright with her angel that always protecting her....

for half a year in Jakarta,i've already killed many big bad habits of mine..who says habit is always a habit,the big bad guy will still lose.

from this make up journey,i need to wake up damn early when there is wedding day,or when there is outdoor/indoor photo session to assist my cousin.one habit of not morning person has dead.although,every little time i can find to steal,i will nap abit.

to be always physically clean,to catch a good impression,i have stopped biting my nails.now i'm addicted to pedicure since i got it free from my aunt salon.heh.

to avoid having more stomach upset,i watch my diet eating abang-abang food trolley.

to save money for many many things especially,pink racing vespa.i always eat at home first though the temptation outside hard to resist,at least i dont overspend.[anyway i'm so happy that the popular XXL chicken available too in Jakarta,love it]

diligently taking bath,because everybody knows you cant avoid jakarta dusty dust

well,well,every little thing i wish to blog it all the time but sadly,my phone instead of upgrade,it downgrade dastrically.heh..so another reason to save money.

and i pray i can go to cece wedding :P

Bak-chang,the meat tree?

my aunt made bak chang,and i can get my special request of fillings..salted egg and the meat without the Hebi (dried prawn)...

she is the best mum after my mum,and i love her.

the bak chang feel so special because she knows i love bak chang that she make the bak chang this year after 5 years of non-homemade bakchang.

ICHIBAN!

the bell rings

yea...the wedding bells of my closed ones going to ring very long this year,i had more than 5 cece going to be a bride this year.great news after great news and here i'am standing at my vendor to promote wedding packages.

Yes,3 days grand wedding exhibition that only held once a year at PRJ Kemayoran,i was exist there.Helping my aunt's sister and my cousin to promote their bridal and photography,a long sighed of relief that it's finally over.

My aunt who has a bridal named after her,Julia Sposa was her fruit from years of hard work.Her current bridal located at PIK,and all her gowns are customed designs and pure hand made.Start to love sewing when she was 12 years old and now 38,she is a lady boss who owns four storey of bridal.

My cousin,robby artanto,23,who graduated from Binus in computering degree,dare to chase his passion for photography that he collaborated with aunt Julia in wedding photography called Pittura (in italy-potrait).

As a normal crowd,you confused for the restaurant to eat,for the boutique to shop,for the package to choose.it only last for a short tick of confusion.

And as the one who owns a business,i feel that i had a great barrier for full confidence.especially when you are at an exhibition,or shall i say the fighting arena?we called ourselves a competitor rather than a boss.

I learned that,if we called ourselves a competitor,we will exhaust ourselves at the end because it will be endless journey yet sometimes it push us to new level of ideas and creativity.is it true we are linked in this life?we only just need to believe in ourselves,do what we can do and do the best.the rest,Daddy in Heaven will press another button for us.

So at this exhibition,although tired,i've met new friends instead of enemies.i enjoyed myself very well.

dragon bay

For to me,to live is Christ and to die is gain.If Iam to go on living in the body,this will mean fruitful labor for me.Yet what shall I choose?I do not know!I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ,which is better by far but it is more necessary for you that i remain in the body.Convinced of this,I know that i will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your joy in Christ Jesus will overflow on account of me. Phil 1:21-26

This verse has given me a great jolt.

almost half of 2009 i had spent in Jakarta,is it too early to speak about christmas?because believe me,it's getting near.if i used the half and quarter language.

last saturday,i went to help chung and his associates for his school social project,part of their semester percentage.i helped them in documentation:my first time going to a village and do social work.The village is called Dragon Bay (teluk naga). Chung and his associates were teaching the village ibu-ibu to bake cupcake with oven and a traditional stove.This event really caught my interest.

It's good to be a stranger one fine day that i'm free to hide behind the camera,capturing the students teaching with great amount of patient and the villagers eagerness of learning,their enthusiast faces and the children innocency.even under the hot sun,it's worth it.

now,
i hope every little space of my time,i could also share my love to the ones i miss and those around me.

toGETher

Today...i had today for myself..finally...kinda miss the time when ce anita,ko david and beng is not around and i stay home myself,stuck in my room at braddel the whole day to catch up with long waiting list of drama.Forget about the world outside and all your worries.Cry and laugh in an unrealistic moment.At least after that,i still can say life is good like ce bombie post although in the process of life,it's more difficult than the game monster.

Another Rainie Yang drama captivate me,i cant say i dont like her.

Together [love has to be together],yes yes...it's another romantic comedy drama but i believe it has their own unique script.would i ever be entertain to watch it if it's so typical?I wont.
This is a good drama,pump you a new sweet love story.

is it embarassing that i love to watch romantic comedy drama?a normal girl wont feel shy about it and i'm not.

and now i have to get my brain function well again for my portfolios and another step to my dream.School of photography.

Revenge is sweet

nobody really tell me about my youngest childhood,all i have is vague memory of it.today i've discovered my past.

Though the era has changed,people move on and change.Everything is change.Nothing can cover the past with clean work because you forget,others remember.

This afternoon,my aunt told me a story about me.maybe to motivate me or just to remind me that i have to achieve better than my aunt and my mum.

when i was two years old,I have a very high fever that almost cause my tiny pair of eyes to blind.My dad and my mum doesnt care that they need to spend big sums finding me the best doctor,thus,some of relative from my paternal side were jealous of me.I wonder why?i'm still a baby that yet to see the world.

i'm my dad and my mum's precious jewel..That's what my aunt has told me.

But the look of others to me were full of jealousy.

Daddy in heaven has given me a great chance to see this beautiful world until today.He didnot forsaken my parents hope.

That's not all,i found out many sad stories behind my childhood happy picture.Then i thought of favourite line of my friend:revenge is sweet which I would want to give to those aloof and ungrateful relatives.

But..........i dont know why,I dont hate them.Maybe i will if i never get the chance to know Jesus.My heavenly daddy has given me a new blood that full of love,full of passion,full of hope,full of forgiveness.full of Jesus's blood.The blood controls my whole being.

forget the the past to move on,forget the past and feel the present,forget the past and plan for the future,people are always saying them but today i think differently because sometimes the past make you stronger in the present.

Gargantuan Orange

A Wretched mood I had for these while,feel that the time is eating me and i'm too difficult that i cant move to another organ smoothly.a long break?I wouldnt even dare to think about it.see,time consuming!ugh.

I just need crazy roller coaster rides.i wouldnt mind many rounds.

But.....

I've got something really better than anything i expect of.

On the way to Puri today,for ACE session,the time when the sun is brushing it's teeth before it sleep.That brushing teeth period is really captivating.

I saw a really gargantuan orange clear sun,surrounded by the pink purple sky.it was so awesome that it caused me blink-blink for a while.hehehe...
another amazing thing is,let me shout this out:it's here!JAKARTA,my birth town!

a wonder that God has created.To please me and ease me.man-made has lose many points creating roller coaster!:P though i still want to ride on!hiya!

The bad thing is i left my camera and phone at home.and we are on the road that no reliable cellphone i can use to capture this gigantic sun.

And...and...it reminds me of Takeshi in Accuracy of death,he is so much wish to see the sunny sky and he never thought he is able to see one.at the end of the movie,he seen it.

Whereas i'm here,never knew that the sun can go beyond the sunset beauty until today.

address to Young

Hey young,

This is for you...Finally...

Nothing to hide,You once a popular character in my life.until now,i bet.

The last time i met you,fragments of our memory rushing back to me.

I must admit,i miss those days.

I dont want to turn back and i dont want to fall in the same cycle again because i know you too much and i know who you needed the most.

But at times,I'm melting.

You indeed have your ways of doing those eccentric thing that pull me back to you.

Still,i'm not her anymore.

i'am now,just your little friend that wish you all things good.

05 March baby!

Special attention to Elisa Leo Santoso,Omedetou Tanjoubi onesan!

You are my beautiful model,
You are my alibi to escape from daily schedule for a day
You are my resistant cup that i'm able to pour my hot or cold tea

My prayer for you,i wish it in my heart.

I love you.

*now i'm really irritate with blogger image uploader or i shall blame the connection*

from bali with love

I want to close this month with love from bali....

Although tired and tanned from spending four days at Bali for profession as assistant photographer cum stylist cum model,i promised myself that i want to go back there for holiday or even for tiring job again!

i thought bali is an easy networking place,which i thought i can coincidentally meet the people i met at soekarno hatta airport again at bali.I'm wrong.

Photo hunting were took place from the centre of bali [we stay at Kuta] to the north-end of bali [Tanjung Ujung,Ubud,Tanah Lot,Nusa Dua,Nikko hotel,Sukowati,Dream land resort;own by Tommy Soeharto].each place took 2 to 3 hours distance by car.

the reasons that i want to go back to bali again and again,i have a long list.

1.beautiful people everywhere :] ( i noticed no chinese local there though)
2.The people who work in servicing line,really friendly and sweet.although they do it for work,they didn't get blind money.i like them.
3.Sunset at Tanah Lot is so amazingly awesome.
4.The interior is so unique and special that i want to fill my house with them in the future.
5.they really respect their religion and never fail to do their ritual.
6.I want to be a surfer school student!
7.scenery mountain,beautiful ocean,urban life,you want it at the same day?you can find it here.
8.the food is weird especially this food called Dirty duck meal but it's good and i have not try all yet.
9.i miss the sunrise due to raining,i wouldnt want to miss it again.
10.The sky,I have an intimate feeling with them.

This month,i got my valentine from Bali :]

*so really wished to upload the photos so that i can tell the story more but i'm going to mould infront of the screen* next time yay.

present tense

fast paced.fast beat.fast.fast.i only have 10 minutes and i'm struggling to downpour all thoughts.

at first i thought,i could wait until i have ended my special 0ne month training.i described to my peeps that i have go to mountain to master a special kungfu fits from a highly formidable shifu.No fun times.No leisure.Ironically,yes i'am.

More to detail,now I've become the student of Mr AndiYanto,he is an expert professional make up artist.Why so serious?because my beloved aunt has spent many zeros on me.and not to disappoint her,i only have one thing to do,Focus.

initially,it feel a push,a hard push but seems like i'm starting to like this experience.Basically i love colours,and now the profession that i have dive into cannot stand without colours so it feel great but..there is always a but.i have nightmare everyday because in this training i have to face 30 different faces and to make it beautiful,it's really very difficult.

and yes i also took a driving lesson,a laughable experience.I think racer who born from Indonesia is well potential,only that they are not publicised as often as Kimi or Hamilton,I think.
So many cautious: i have to be 2 meters away from the opled,rhythm with braking because suddenly pops:one lady crossing the road,the abang roti,the sate man with his trolley,the crazy motorcycle drivers and the Jammed.I'm stress at the street.but i get through though.i love automotive and i love racing.

i'm packed and whole but deep in my heart i miss my peeps there in Singapore.
and i wished them LOVE.Happy valentines

Nano,not the candy

Surrounded by the sound of hairdryer,Hahaha of the middle-ages,young girls choosing pattern for their nails,most importantly surrounded by zillion of hair.
oh yes,due to Chinese new year,which around the corner,crowd cant stop coming in to my aunt salon.That i just realised owning a salon business is not bad after all,each day income thou unexpected,it's alot.
despites all the noise,there is a young lady who feel sleepy all the time.She wants to fledge.

And now,getting used to live with a complete family,my uncle's,they have many frequent place[langganan] that they go and one of the place that took my attention is Nano.

Nano is located at Peluit and it's a place where people come for reflexology.i though at first it's just a small place with only few massagers around but when i enter through the sliding door,and another pushing door i was really amazed.inside,it contains hundreds of worker and patrons.

I dont really like massaging,it feels ticklish but after my cousin assured me that i will enjoyed it,so i'm there sitting at the chair similar to the executive plane,accompanied by a mini tv that has global and local channel.i was pampered for 90 minutes.the price is only 45000 rupiah.

Nano also has a mini market that sells what cold storage sells,part of it.I can come always come here to fill my emptiness(missing singapore).

I must be in love with nano.